Robot ?

lately , i found my self just like a robot . yes, i need to accept it now, because everyday i felt that everything I do had be programmed and I just follow it .
setiap hari mende same je gua buat . bangun pagi . pegi kelas . kene marah miss olga ( bile la aku nk marah die balik :) ) . balik kelas  . main futsal . study . tidor .

everyday with same routine make me feel very boring . but, mak gua cakap , biase la tuh , dah name pon student , nak buat ape lagi ? maybe gua kene tambah kan 'berdating' dalam aktiviti harian gua . kah kah . okay2 , gua takde awek , so takde harapan nak tambah aktiviti tuh .

gua kene tukar semue ni . gua taknak jadi robot !!!

k.bye . salam

exam !

gua baru je lepas exam biology beberapa hari lepas . memang susah beb . nasib baik tak berasap otak gua . belajar dah macam-macam gaya dah , tapi yang masuk part yang gua kurang fokus . padan muke gua . lain kali bace habis !!! haha . lantak ar . maybe bukan rezeki gua mase tuh . Allah taknak bagi gua awal2 kejayaan sbb Allah nak bagi akhir-akhir nanti . InshaAllah . Amin :)

lepas exam bio tu keluar pulak la topic yang dibahaskan kan dekat group batch gua, pasal keluar awal mase exam . ada yang tak yang tak selesa or kurang senang dengan student2 yang kuar awal-awal ni. bagi gua, ok je . biarla orang nak keluar awal pon . tak pyah tengok orang . fokus je kat kertas depan mata tuh . ni mengeluh diorang cuak sebab tengok org lain keluar. gua semalam pon keluar lambat . sbb tak tahu nak buat ape . chill je. nasib baik Allah bagi gua calmness during the exam . Alhamdulillah . Thanks Allah :) . 

ok tu je gua nak menbebel . :)

k.bye . Salam

Kosong !

when I'm alone , I always feel the emptiness of my heart . at that time I feel wanna cry, feel very sad I feel be at fault but I dont know why this happen . from my reading of blog, he said, when someone feel the emptiness of their heart, that show our is 'dead' . "dead' here doesnt means that it not function as well but, our heart is hope for the forgiveness from Allah . too many sins and 'lagha' I do , maybe . 

Hope Allah can guide me to the right path . InshaAllah

'k.bye . Salam